Sometimes I feel like hell, Sometimes I feel alright
Sometimes I feel this whole damn world is just begging for a fight
Sometimes I'm wait too late, Sometimes I show up way too soon
Sometimes I think I'm better off outside howling at the moon
As far as you know I'm treading water
As far as you know my feet ain't tied to what's below
In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know
I smile when I should smile, I can laugh at the right times
I can nod my head and reassure when you ask me if I'm fine
But there's something I should say, and there's something you should do
'Cause I can shake your hand and at the same time yank that chain away from you
As far as you know I'm riding high
As far as you know I'm still afraid to die
In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know
They say fake it, until you make it
I can't fake it, I can't take it anymore
As far as you know I'm treading water
As far as you know my feet ain't tied to what's below
In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know