Ryan Atkinson - As Far as You Know Lyrics

Sometimes I feel like hell, Sometimes I feel alright
Sometimes I feel this whole damn world is just begging for a fight

Sometimes I'm wait too late, Sometimes I show up way too soon
Sometimes I think I'm better off outside howling at the moon

As far as you know I'm treading water
As far as you know my feet ain't tied to what's below

In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know

I smile when I should smile, I can laugh at the right times
I can nod my head and reassure when you ask me if I'm fine

But there's something I should say, and there's something you should do
'Cause I can shake your hand and at the same time yank that chain away from you

As far as you know I'm riding high
As far as you know I'm still afraid to die

In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know

They say fake it, until you make it
I can't fake it, I can't take it anymore

As far as you know I'm treading water
As far as you know my feet ain't tied to what's below

In between what's unseen and what we refuse to show
Is the truth that makes the day to day so low
I'm spinning my wheels, taking my pill, trying not to sink too low
But I'm just living the dream as far as you know