How can it become so hard out of nowhere
I was just here smiling and laughing, I swear
Oh no, here we go again
Oh no, just get out of my head
I fight, I break
All in my brain
Feel like you hate me
Though you've only shown me care
I'm 13 again, afraid of everyone
Suddenly the mirror is all blurred
How did I end up here
Bring me back to reality
Break me free
I know I'm stronger than this
I know who I am now
But I still fall somehow
I wasn't always so strong
But now I have my own hand to hold
But I still have to remind her
That everything is fine
I'm older now, I can hold us tight
No need to freak out
You can rest, my sweetie
We've grown now
You don't need to come back
To try to help me out
We're fine
I've got this now
Lying in bed, locked room
What am I hiding from
If everything is smooth
I know, it's all in my head
But you know, some things are hard to forget
I sing, I pray
Counting on faith
I write just to try to get it out of my head
As if I'm 13 again
Crying in my room
Afraid that they'll hear what I sing in my tune
How did I end up here
Bring me back to reality
Break me free
I know I am stronger than this
I know who I am now
But I still fall somehow
I wasn't always so strong
But now I have my own hand to hold
But I still have to remind her
That everything is fine
I'm older now, I can hold us tight
No need to freak out
You can rest my sweetie
We've grown now
You don't need to come back
To try to help me out
We're fine
I've got this now