Yxngmo - It's Okay Lyrics

I am tired of being treated like this everyday
I just want to end my pain
Tie my ropes and let me swing
Ain't shit left for me
Look what you have done to me
Burning burning
My hearts burning
Shotty end it
Shotty send it
F*ck just blast it
I am broken
I am hurting
I ain't worth it
Please just end it
Tired of running
Tired of crying
I'll be fine when my life's gone
When my life's paused
F*ck it's hard to breath
Death is just a tease
But a hair away from accepting me
End my life tonight plz

I can't catch a break
All this f*cking hate
I can't find a way
Mind is always blank
Solider with the lowest rank
Cause I can't think
Mental illness
I'm the chillness in this room
Heart gon fake and turn its ways
Tired of fienin bleedin
I'll decay
Lay me by the hay
Throw me by the bay
Killed myself in the worst way
Stayed alive to hear my momma pray
This my darkest day
F*ck it I'll just lay
Put me in my grave
So I can Rest In Peace
Let my soul release
Know I still run these streets
Demons come to feast
On my F*cking mind
Terror terror
On my f*cking mind
Suicidal
Shit ain't right
Don't know why I want to die
I'll pop these pills
And pray that I don't wake
I'll slit my wrist
And pray that I will faint

Hoe I need my f*cking drank
Blow my brains
And it's okay
This
Addictions become stronger than me
I'm on my knees begging
To make things right
I'm loosing sight
Shit is not alright
Only reason why I'm high
So I can numb out all my
Pain
I really want to die
I have no F*cking reason
But I have 6 million reason why I should
And if I could
I would be gone
Somethings telling me to stay
But my mind done playing
No energy left
So someone please save me