I'm f*cked up I lost weight
And in the same breath I lost me
I'm not in good hands the kid need alstate
Insure that in this battle with myself
It'd get all paid
So bread don't hold me back
I'm whooping ass
Like what would pops say
Or what would mom say
If she knew where I learned that shit from
And then it all made sense that I got aggressive
Abused by people I needed
Turned to hating on myself and when you are your own abuser
Who gon help?
It's all me
I f*cking broke down yesterday
Thought my girl would hit me after sharing how I felt
I got flashbacks
A 12 year old just tryna figure out his f*cking self get too destructive if you mix low self esteem with having Snapchat
My search for validation like a SnapBack
In 012 that shit is backwards
My only out was watching flapjack
And anime turned up to drown the sounds would cheer me up but pull me down
I tried escaping when I could from hearing mom mad
I'm f*cked up I lost weight
And in the same breath I lost me
I'm not in good hands the kid need alstate
Insure that in this battle with myself
It'd get all paid
So bread don't hold me back
I'm whooping ass
Like what would pops say
Or what would mom say
If she knew where I learned that shit from
And then it all made sense that I got aggressive
Abused by people I needed
Turned to hating on myself and when you are your own abuser
Who gon help?
It's all me