YUTZY - All My Friends Lyrics

Woke up this morning with the birds singing loud in my ear
I'm swinging on a swing set that I haven't been on in years
What does it mean to feel young and restless
What does it mean to feel good again
Loving the way that I can't forget this
Loving the way that I'm still in love with myself
I'm pushing through hell
I'm in love with all my friends and all their plans
Woke up in a cold, in a sweat like I drowned in my sleep
I'm hanging on to questions you never quite answered for me
What does it mean to feel like I'm useless
What does it mean to feel like I'm dead
I hate the way that I can't forgive this
All of it, I'm still in love with myself
I'm pushing through hell
I'm in love with all my friends
And all their plans they've made
The way they scream so loud together now
I just want to make you smile and tell the world how I feel
I just want to be a perfect kind of person, oh, it's personal
And all the anger that you left back in my backyard
Waiting 'round for something to change
But it won't change 'cause change is hard
I just want to know that I'm someone special
I just want to know that I'm making waves
But if I can't I guess I'll settle for knowing that
I'm still in love with myself
I'm pushing through hell
I'm in love with all my friends
And all their plans they've made
The way they scream so loud like I do
Woke up this morning feeling like I had the air to breathe
I told myself I'd never lose that part of me