How did I become so lost and lonely that I lost myself
When did I choose to be a drifting soul with no connection
No connection
And it feels like I will end up on the moon
And it feels like I'm looking over every room
Do you see me
Do you see me
The chemical hand took me further than it ever has before
But when it disappeared I fell further
So I crawl back, beaten, broken
Into my den to start again
It's like I'm a bird which never learnt how to fly
Looking up and seeing all of you in the air so high
Will you teach me
Will you teach me
I tried to talk to you but there's a wall around my head
I tried to take the final step but pulled you beneath instead
I care for you, I do I care for you
The chemical hand took me further than it ever has before
But when it disappeared I fell further
So I crawl back, beaten, broken
Into my den to start again