Got a lot things on my plate
Painting on a smile
People think, I'm doing great
Snakes in the grass
Twisting everything they say
Fit with an aesthetic
Money hungry little fakes
Use depression as a paycheck
They don't even know
What it's like here at the bottom
Lowest of the low
Kids we out here with the problems
Treated like a joke
Don't do this shit for fun
Gonna give the world my soul
Cause i'm lost
Running from the things I know
Will only dig a deeper hole
Feeling like I've lost control
One too many times
Looked around for signs
Never got an answer
No cure in sight for this type of cancer
Beaten down like a f*cking hammer
Dim the lights I'm a broken lantern
It's love that I'm losing
Too much done choosing
In the dark is where they placed me
In the dark going crazy
Lost and confused, used and abused
Come too far to back down can't lose
Who can you trust?
They all switching up
Made friends with a cup to forget who I was
Got demons of my past making faces
Heart up on the track
Yeah I'm making steady paces
Not about the short term, know that It's a process
Getting where you want
Gotta work non stop, no rest
Living in pursuit of the best
Super cause I'm rocking with an S on my chest
Dealing with the problems treated like a joke
You can say you understand but I know you're blowing smoke still
Got a lot things on my plate
Painting on a smile
People think, I'm doing great
Snakes in the grass
Twisting everything they say
Fit with an aesthetic
Money hungry little fakes
Use depression as a paycheck
They don't even know
What it's like here at the bottom
Lowest of the low
Kids we out here with the problems
Treated like a joke
Don't do this shit for fun
Gonna give the world my soul
Cause i'm lost
Running from the things I know
Will only dig a deeper hole
Feeling like I've lost control
One too many times
Looked around for signs
Never got an answer
No cure in sight for this type of cancer
Beaten down like a f*cking hammer
Dim the lights I'm a broken lantern