YungRytNxw - NVR VLONE (feat. antigravity!) Lyrics

Feels like I don't belong
I can't keep a record of it
Is that my favorite song I don't even recognize it,
All of my days been long I don't even know my purpose
I'm just putting on a show like I'm in a circus
I keep burning up inside like I'm in a furnace
If I took them drugs would I feel something?
Or if I fell in love would I still be here fronting?
I'm raging on within but i'm still on the surface

Until a heard a voice tell me yeah baby you are not alone
I've been listening to you but please don't hang up the phone
I know the darkness make you wander into the unknown
Looking for the light yeah,
Jesus Christ the light yeah
I can't sleep at the night the pain needs adderall, nah
Christ healed all my pain it's supernatural
I used to be a wreck I'm now unbreakable
I stand upon the Rock cause he's my Cornerstone
I'm never alone

Black ink on my wish list
Darkness on my time
Have you ever felt so alone that you
Praying for another timeline?
God told me everything we never wanted
Cause we're asking for a timeline
With a rewind from our past time
So we live fast so we pass time as a
Non existent deprivation of rights to live life on a lifeboat
Cause we're scared of being less we're less likely to get out and fight more
Always worried tryna feel safe in a safe chasing what we run from
Running late to get our good days like being late is our time zone

I know a kid who wanted to commit a homicide
It's not really homicide
If its really suicide
Yeah i know I'm bonafide
I was really dead inside
Living in the darkness
Sink beneath, surface
Let Him in, progress
Jesus Christ he saved my soul
And Now the gates of HELL can never ever take control
If you're in pieces come to Jesus He will make you whole
You don't have to fight this on your own

Sup homies feeling lonely innit
Talking to you in your lonely minutes are the only minutes
That I feel people feel change coming from my lonely minutes (love)
Is it crazy how for a long time our online time showed times where the old times made better times than the time were given in alone time right now(real)
Head down for a while now since WE CARE imma Ghost(cold)
I felt like Peter one last time on the boat(yeah)
Been active In acting in the rainstorm with the Lord
He's the anti Gravity cause God Told me float
Once he got me out the water we was chatting up to me(yeah)
Jesus asked me if I'm breathing I say Yeah but I'm cold(yeah)
I been switching through my motions
And my waves tried to grab me(yeah)
I been up-so-set with my self cause I ain't yet got a Grammy
Jesus looked me in my eyes told me son look back(yeah)
Jesus told me I've been tripping over minor setbacks(yeah)
I asked him how the boy gone score cause shooting never did that(yeah)
Told me step back and let go and let the net do the catch

Feels like I don't belong
I can't keep a record of it
Is that my favorite song I don't even recognize it
All of my days been long I don't even know my purpose
I'm just putting on a show like I'm in a circus
I keep burning up inside like I'm in a furnace
If I took them drugs would I feel something?
Or If I fell in love would I still be here fronting?
I'm raging on within but i'm still on the surface