May 15, 2024 Video (MV)

I'm thinking about my health same time I'm thinking about my mum
I know I hurt her every time she show me love and I'm acting numb
You're my first love Emmy don't you know that you're my favourite son
I'm sorry mama I thought I was right I was acting dumb
I didn't see times you cried
I didn't see times you tried
On my behalf listen to rhymes I write
Slept in the sky
I'm in a private flight for you and dad
Tryna get that bag
Make things right slowly feeling I'm out of time
Same time I don't believe in time
I'm quiet cos I don't know what to say
9-9 problems feeling like Jay lately bookings come with PJ
In the ABJ I wanna a BJ
In the ABJ I wanna a BJ
Literally
I hate it when my daddy talks about death deep in my mind I can't say I'm hurt
Why?
Talk about something I fear Someday Emmy I would not be there
Someday Emmy I would not be there
What do you mean though?
I'm missing grandmama grandpapa grandmama grandpapa
You might be thinking why did I repeat this twice cos both sides are gone
In his burial I was holding a gun like I'm not somebody's son
Same time I'm scared of somebody else son
Lately the smartest I've ever been
Evolving I don't know what's happening
What's happening?
What's happening?
Gave them the credits for things I did I am in charge I'm still a kid
She arrogant but she's not an hadid free big slime and rip keed
I'm arrogant no one did what I did
Shawty said she doesn't wanna have friends no more she's insecure
Don't worry shawty I know what you're going thru money is the cure
Ayoooo
Yuhhhh
Money is the cure