Yungdoms - Beautiful (With Time) Lyrics

I just really wanted to let you know
That I fell in love with you
The first time
When our eyes met I was lost in a void
Of confusion
But clarity
And I felt it, in my heart then
I thought you were the one, and you're perfect
Not in general, but just for me
By my side
And I told you just how I feel
Cause I'm tired of not keeping it real
It ain't mutual, but It'll be alright
I think I'm gonna just let the flowers grow
In the garden, on their own
I can't tell you otherwise, otherwise I would have
Already
It's not short run, it's a marathon
I'm not first place at getting your love
But a steady pace is filling my mind
For the time
How can I explain? you're my everything
But you're never mine, and it makes me think
Why you don't want me, what can't I do right?
I just wanna be the one to kiss you goodnight
But I'll move on with time
I just wanna be the one to kiss you goodnight
But I'll move on with time
With time
With time, with time (With time)
This ain't the same
No matter how bad we want it to be
This ain't the same
Between you and me
It's not the same
And I can't express how sorry
It'll never be the same
And I'm sorry
I turned to God for you
And I asked myself "what am I thinking now?"
I know what I want for you
To be with me, and set you free
Let you flourish and grow beyond
What we could be
Because I love you more than anything
And that is the truth
I would die for you
I just prayed every night (Every night)
For the last few nights (For the last few night)
I put it on everything
Cause I'm not sleeping right (Cause I'm not sleeping right)
I feel your energy (I feel your energy)
From a few hundred miles (From a few hundred miles)
Hoping you're into me
But it only gets you so far
Right, right, right?
And I guess I just
Don't know how the f*ck to digest
The reality of how you feelin' bout me
Cause now I'm 'bouta get the highest
I just can't escape the pain
Now my heart shattered like a window pane
Emotions I cannot contain (Emotions I cannot contain)
Me, me, me
Contain, contain, contain (Cannot contain)
Emotions I cannot contain
I'm deteriorating in my mind
I'm deteriorating in my mind
Because you're not mine