Past lives, visiting hours
Those old times will never be ours again
Never again
Lies, deception, misdirection, no exception
You feel like a bad infection, I been stressing, no affection
I know that we tried to change perception
I feel like I'm living in a bad dream
Where things feel real, we move and touch
We kiss and f*ck, we love, we lust, we heal, we trust
I feel the best when it's just us, but then I must
Wake up and I see that everything I wanted was out of my reach before we started
When I met you playing ball, I thought I could've had it all
Music in the car, drinks together in the bar
Feel like I'm looking in a past life to a time before I knew it was a fast life, sad right
Time is ticking by I'm thinking why don't I let go
I hate that loving you is all I know
Some days, I wanna be independent
Show you and all the hating bitches, I never take what is given
I'm a boss in this shit like a superintendent
If what I'm saying strike a nerve, that was super intended
I hope you're super offended
You a bitch, but I'm the villain when I get to defending
I heard I'm living in your head rent-free so I don't need no spending
Maybe I should hang it up and be an electrician
Maybe you should be the writer, cause I seen the paperwork
When you was working with the feds like a politician
I laugh react to a post, cause most of these hoes giving they opinion
Bitch ain't even got a pot to piss in
Big fan energy, no way a fake fan page could belittle me
Okay, that's enough, gotta simmer P
Switch it back, keep em on they feet
All my past life's looking back at me
So many chapters I don't ever wanna read again
No, never again