Everyone fearing of my presence
I bear this burden all the way up to the heavens
Lost in my thoughts, but I'm an adolescent
Lyrical toxic, this is my weapon
I've been crying so much because of rejection
I done lost everything but my recollection
All my brothers showin' love and affection
But I'm still scared to see my own reflection
Spitting these bars I'm levitating
Doing the right thing leaves me hesitating
My mind like a bomb detonating
But on the inside I feel suffocating
Nowadays no one wanna be real
No one give a damn about feel
Only love I ever had was my Achilles heel
Loyalty to my brothers strong as stainless steel
I pop a man just to show you that I'm real
But no I'm not mentally ill
Just to sleep at night, NyQuil
Tryna avoid all this stress tryna chill
Too much pain makes me numb, Advil
A young boy straight outta South Florida
Everyone know that I got the formula
Broke my heart gave her all my love
No one gives a f*ck, I'm just unworthy of
Wear noose like a f*cking necklace
I remember when we were young and reckless
I eat all you rappers for breakfast
I've been here staying the f*cking freshest