Yung Maynie - Pressure Lyrics

Lately I've been losing time
I'm tryna rewind but the clocks keep turning
Think back to the 019
I was broke no lies but now we keep earning
They don't know me behind closed curtains
They don't know all the struggles and burdens
Everyday mans better and learning
Smile on my face even if it's all burning
Lately only show for occasions
Cause I move on the low key vibes
I don't want them knowing what's next
So I'm making them guess like who's that guy
Flashbacks of the younger days
Out west in the 029
Back then I was a younger maynie
Caught at a crossroads tryna pick right
One side was the drugs and violence
Getting mixed up in trouble and crime
On the other was a chance to get out
Make money legit so I chose that life
Now I travel wherever the wind blow
And I'm living real comfortably
Got real ones on my side
And whole lot of southern to comfort me
Whenever I'm lost I know my roots
Cause that's what keeps me strong
Could never forget all the ones that raised me
For them I soldier on
I pray that my whole my team out here winning
Going above and beyond
And I love the place I'm from
But see right now that ain't where I belong

Caught at a crossroads or I'm over thinking about this life and all
Stresses on me
Every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Said every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Once a youngin with nothing good intentions was on my mind
But these days now we older I got tension building inside
Now every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Said every where I go I feel the pressure on me

Look
Can't say that I've felt like myself as of late man I don't really know this feeling
So I put my pen to the page and I write these words try to find what the deal is
I think back to a time when I had no money or status and looked at the ceiling
Plotting dreams of the life that I live right now but right now this ain't appealing
Left home as youngin and now I've forgot what it's like to live with my family
I missed birthdays funerals weddings all for this life I live and that's damned me
Lost friends and a lot of connections over these years to be where I am and
And I knew the price that I'd pay but times like this I question my standing
Wondering if it's worth or not
Is it worth all the money I got
If I go out tomorrow like will they still talk about me or will I be forgotten
Lad don't get it twisted grateful for a lot
But lately I'm thinking everything it cost
Too busy focused on what was ahead now I'm looking back at all the moments I lost
But I do know one thing though
Money it comes it goes
Now I put my time in to all of the things in my life that really matter the most
Family Happiness Health
Rich in culture brother that's wealth
Look in the mirror I can love myself
Before I need praise off of somebody else,
Maynie

Caught at a crossroads or I'm over thinking about this life and all the stresses on me
Every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Said every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Once a youngin with nothing good intentions was on my mind
But these days now we older I got tension building inside
Now every where I go I feel the pressure on me
Said every where I go I feel the pressure on me