It's a restless head that makes me cave
Into the things that help slow down my brain
Rewiring my chemistry
So I can feel brand new again
Left my bed and saw old friend
And still I felt the same again
Six months down, so much has changed
But I'm still someone that I hate
And we won't be in the same place next year
And the plan inside my head never seemed so clear
I'm always stuck between who I am and who I want to be
So sorry if I'm indecisive but please just stay with me
It's a restless head that makes me cave
Into the things that help slow down my brain
Rewiring my chemistry
So I can feel brand new again
Left my bed and saw old friend
And still I felt the same again
Six months down, so much has changed
But I'm still someone that I hate
And we won't be in the same place next year
And the plan inside my head never seemed so clear
I'm always stuck between who I am and who I want to be
So sorry if I'm indecisive but please just stay with me
