(So dependent
F*cking sick all the way to my stomach
Ruin friendships for the fun of it
Antisocial, always felt better when I'm on my own
So dependent
F*cking sick all the way to my stomach
Ruin friendships for the fun of it
Antisocial, always felt better when I'm on my own)
Take all the bones in my neck
And break them so I never see you again
It's better if we move away and just end
Everything we had was all never meant
(all never meant)
I'm hollow and I can't pretend
Everything you ever said
Was all in my head
Posted up, smoking in bed
See my eyes turning red
And the smoke is still billowing
New year, same me, it's time to face facts
I'm getting tired of you asking where my head's at
Took some time away to see if I'm still 'bout that
Moving slowly but you know that imma bounce back <333
2020, January's left me seeing clearer
Hindsight's still got a hold on me but I don't feel weaker
I'm finding solitude in vices
Try to take myself away they still find me
Turning off my phone, don't try to text me
Always asking where I've been have you met me???
Take all the bones in my neck
And break them so I never see you again
It's better if we move away and just end
Everything we had was all never meant
(all never meant)
I'm hollow and I can't pretend
Everything you ever said
Was all in my head
Posted up, smoking in bed
See my eyes turning red
And the smoke is still billowing
(So dependent
F*cking sick all the way to my stomach
Ruin friendships for the fun of it
Antisocial, always felt better when I'm on my own
So dependent
F*cking sick all the way to my stomach
Ruin friendships for the fun of it
Antisocial, always felt better when)