Yung Clay - Lesson Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah
Hearing my little demon calling my name
As well hearing my little angel told me stay focus
Having all these pain bottle up make it harder to express myself
But I still smile through pain like nothing happen

Uh yeah yeah
Should make letter to my future self
Need smile through pain like no tomorrow
Feel like black sheep in family
Look up in sky and ask god why me?
What I do deserve this?
So much suffering in my heart need healing
No love in my body, just cold vibe
People alway think I am strong but didn't know I just smiling through pain
Holding on all small hope I have
And barely holding everything in place
Push people away cause I don't want them see me at low
Throw up wall just to defend my heart
Feel like I am empty shell of nothing
I grab mask and just hide away my pain
They didn't invite me to any event
But I still show up regardless
Just give off that I don't belong vibe
Alway on my own in my little world
Fan want Yung clay and I give it to them
Hater want see me fall, but nah they can keep on hating period
Money and fame don't mean anything to me
Just want feel alive through every music I make
Ain't trying think about future too much
Jus focus on today, ain't taking every min for granted
Feel like I need to vent, so who would be there to listen
Just want feel alive homie
Just want feel alive g
Been through so much pain in my life
Looking back and see all lesson
People count me out just cause I am deaf
Even my own father don't want none do with me
Got too much problem in my life
Alway bottle up my emotions
Keeping straight face mask on
Got in so much fight while I kids
Yeah I were bad kid, judge me all you want
I don't care, least I can able stand my ground
When see people don't notice me, I rather end it all then
But seems god stop me and told me let music be my outlet
Shoutout to dad, I finna be man you never would be
Shout out to people don't notice me, it all good
Thank for that, seen world all different now
People never in mind corner
They just want all crumbs I drop like they some vultures
Got my heart break by girl I thought she mine LOML
But it cools, focus on myself
Smiling through pain is all I could do
Let me take mask off so you can see real me
These late night thought
Thinking how life will change
Know who I am
Yung Clay