You gotta feel this one
You gotta feel this one
I'm sorry
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
No more rappin' bout drug dealin' and killin
The shit I did in the streets didn't get me a million
No one ever cares what a nigga really feelin
It's my fault I gave these niggas they addictions
I should've dealt with my evil ways and afflictions
But who could save him when he decided he gonna kill him
My nigga in the pen and he tell me he regret it
And I'm just respondin' to my nigga and his message
He started out young and yes he had some blessings
And then I handed him a nine and he got overzealous
I didn't know he'd crash out and use that f*ckin' weapon
And I'm the one who gonna suffer, be banished from heaven
And he was just eleven and my nigga was broke
It started out wild and as a stupid joke
My nigga had dreams and he seems he would live it
But I was jealous cause he could've left the f*ckin' city
Now I'm bitchin' like I'm the one who really need this pity
How I claim I was your brother when you the one servin' fifty
You wanted to be the boss and now your thoughts is gettin' shifty
And he was full of life and now his life is gettin' gritty
When we beat down grant I seen the hurt in your eyes
Who would've thought I'd be the f*ckin' cause of your demise
When I left the springs I hoped that you would survive
But you would rather shoot niggas light a spliff and get high
I always knew you'd be the first one to f*ckin' ride
Dedicated crash out any day and any time
I should've put a book in your hand and helped you out
I hate my f*ckin' self for makin' my dog a crash out