Maybe I had it backwards
Thought I couldn't start it before i knew where I was going
Talk about it
Talk to me, baby
Tell me what it is
Or we'd be going off a nothing but a
Past with no answers
And darling we'd be going off, again and again
In a hurry, but relax, babe
It's simple when we calm
And glowing where we going-
I'm just not too good at all the acting
I just thought that you might understand
That I'm not being myself not being proactive
So I'll try and try and try and try again
Why I would I be in a hurry just to try and change?
Baby I'm in a phase, but for now I feel amazing
Even if it's delusional, baby there's no mistaking
I see it every second of the days I spend relating through it
I can't just keep it in and I can't just turn it off
But maybe if I turn it out she might just call my bluff
Good for a dummy, who's just tryna be tough
Cause of course it wouldn't matter, if the job's getting done
Would I need a sign, would it come if I'm just patient?
Can the world just stop gimmicks, I just need the indication
Tell me darling if we're really close or just adjacent?
I can't pretend about it anymore, if you just playing
I can't pretend. It's not a game. Even if we just play things.
(I'm saying)