YUKIMURA - Target Panic Lyrics

Yea, woke up
Yea

Woke up way past morning, weight of the whole world weighing on my shoulders
Feeling like I can't move forward but can't go back 'cause the past don't want me
I been tryna live in the moment but I'm getting lost in my head with no focus
I just need another fresh start, f*ck closure
I'll be fine when I get where I'm supposed to
Head getting heavy and my feet getting colder, gotta move before they freeze over
I wish I could stay a little longer, but all the things in the mirror getting closer
I just know I need to move forward, it don't even matter where I'm going
Eyes on the road and the wheels in motion, can't read the signs and I'm blind to the omens
If there's writing on the wall I ain't noticed
'Cause wherever I go feel haunted
Leave it all behind, start over again
Still tryna find where home is

I been shooting for the stars and my goals, but I shoot myself down every time I get close
And it's self sabotaging, I know
Center of the scope, I could hit the target if I want but I don't
Wear myself down to the bone but I get to the last step, can't make it over
Self sabotaging, I know
Center of the scope, I could hit the target if I want but I

I can never see it through to the end, took three steps back but just two up ahead
Should've put myself first, like"who really cares?"
But there I go seeking approval again
Always knew who I am, how'd the f*ck I forget?
Doubt creeping in and it grew in my head
Used to pretend, can't do it again
Fall for anything if I ain't true where I stand
I been tryna be a better man, tryna stand tall even when my legs can't find the strength
Tryna see it all if I can, but heavy is the head that ain't buried in the sand
Anything I want in the palm of my hand, I just gotta reach out and grab it
Gotta go through it to get to the next chapter
So we can laugh now and cry after
Yea

I been shooting for the stars and my goals, but I shoot myself down every time I get close
And it's self sabotaging, I know
Center of the scope, I could hit the target if I want but I don't
Wear myself down to the bone but I get to the last step, can't make it over
Self sabotaging, I know
Center of the scope, I could hit the target if I want but I"The right art is purposeless, aimless""The more obstinately you try to learn how to shoot the arrow for the sake of hitting the goal, the less you will succeed in the one and the further the other will recede"