When voices of regret bounce around in my head, I feel like dying
I thought I tried my best but they still want me dead, I swear I'm trying
All these hateful words I catch feel like a storm of arrows flying
I'm already a mess but the arrows just won't stop raining, anymore
The world that kept changing no matter how hard I tried
Same world that stays the same no matter how hard I try
The lyrics I spent hours pouring myself into
Same garbage that's a bother for y'all to listen through
If only I was loaded, I wouldn't release my music
I'd be locked up in my room, no contact with humans
Snipe a one-hit wonder, man really that's my dream
Pay off my debt and then forever rest in peace
If I scream in my room when there's nobody around
I guess in the end, I didn't even really make a sound
If the sound waves of my pain never make their way to you
I guess my pain is just another form of comedy to you
Every single day I live, the more f*cked up that I get
I can't even see my dresser in the clutter of these meds
Not like any of this shit ever helps anyways
Just Advil for a headache that never goes away
When voices of regret bounce around in my head, I feel like dying
I thought I tried my best but they still want me dead, I swear I'm trying
All these hateful words I catch feel like a storm of arrows flying
I'm already a mess but the arrows just won't stop raining, anymore
Even when I want to live, even when I want to die
Even though I only live cuz I'm afraid to die
Even though I'll die one day cuz I'll be too afraid to live
Ima leave my legacy out of this dumb excuse to live
Teen years turned to ash with the burning scent of Belmonts
Spent years in the dark with the faintest hope of sun dawn
The 10 PM sunsets that I always took for granted
Fade away into the nights that I dedicate to music
When voices of regret bounce around in my head, I feel like dying
I thought I tried my best but they still want me dead, I swear I'm trying
All these hateful words I catch feel like a storm of arrows flying
I'm already a mess but the arrows just won't stop raining, anymore