YRN - Crimson Gates Lyrics

Do you ever cry yourself to sleep sometimes, Bri
Every night
Single mother, one sister that's all I ever had
I had an auntie and uncle I treat him like my dad
I'm looking sad in the function I know its getting bad
I'm always here for discussions about my f*cking past
The reason why I rap is no one ever asking me

About who I could be, about what I could dream
So I'ma tell them, f*ck all the sad shit that's been welling
Got shoes, don't wanna fill them. I got fears, I can't forget them
It's in my jeans like denim, fully kitted, fully set up

For all my future endeavors, I had to keep it clever
Cause dumb men don't make it far
Too smart to forget how I got every scar
Don't think I'll be fully healing, still dealing with the feeling

Adrenaline is pushing to the ceiling, just feeling
My heart beating smooth out my chest, still doing my best
For anyone that's past me, going through it with less
I offer condolences for anything left unsaid because

I just want you to know
That you deserve to f*cking glow
To everybody else who don't know
That you got more than the story shows

And it's not over, recording is sober
I'm living life, I'm covert
Don't wish for no do-over, march to hell with heaven soldiers
Crimson Gates is what you finna face one minute late, it's over

F*ck it, I'm the holder of all of the trophies
That I'm putting on the shelf today
If you got a problem, I just hope you pray about it
Nothing else to say about it

Keep it cool and stay alive with your heart to be open
For all of the blessings you've been looking for
Maybe kind of, sort of
If you ever think nobody loves you, I adore you

I implore you to look into yourself
Please tell me if you need some help
I'm just one call away, you've never seen this kind of depth in love
F*ck, I'm not above
Doing the bare minimum if you just need a hug

Because I just want you to know
That you deserve the f*cking globe
To everybody else who don't know
That you got more than the story shows