The first night was a very first night
You didn't even try to call
Oh, I don't know why
What's wrong with me
I can't even sleep at all
And I'm not even close to
You
Oh, I don't know why
I can't sleep at all
Don't know my pain
Thinking about you at night
I'm crying too before I go to sleep, no lie
I got the call from my mama
I'm like, oh no
She said, that baby gone
I'm like, hell no
Jumped in that new Ford Taurus
And then smashed out
Got my hand on that chopper
Ready to spaz out
You would've done the same for me
So it's only right
For you to be five-five
Live like my height
Look got big heart
Kept a big nut
Stay friends
Made sure you kept the best of cause
You better know it
Cause Everhood know who we be
You ain't get that name for nothing
Trapping K-I-N-G
I got a call from CMG
They talking distribution
Like Drew Carey
Price is right
Then come on down
Auntie Kat
Right besides
I know you loving that
Mom and son
Goddamn
Who would've thought of that
Uncle Raymond going through
Trying to keep Derrick straight
He doing granddaddy duty
Trying to keep LeDerrick straight
I got a call from Cud
He said he got jumped
You know me
No question asked
I'm ready to dump
Wish I could take it back
When it was big three
You was Allen
D was Frizz
And I was KG
I'm the muscle
You the shooter
Derrick was the brain
And when we lost you
D young auntie
Ain't been the same
She passed away
In your shirt
Family forever scarred
That's why I'm trying to get the deal
So I can play my part
I'm putting my thoughts in these beats
Spitting nothing but heat
Trying to get the BET
Award
Family front row seat
Remember when you told me
If I rap give it my all
So every punchline
Every bar
I give it my all
I'm on some other stuff
Riding gripping that black thing
No Martin Luther
But we had a dream
It is
To get us out the hood
And take our people with us
I'm still grilling crazy
I keep a griller fitted
And when I'm by myself
I hit your grave site for hours
Sitting reminiscing
And heating with my flowers
Gotta keep it up
Ain't no giving up
Vegas making that jug
We sipping in the cup
Riding through the hood
It means so much to change
Everybody say they miss you
But it ain't the same
Still a big dawg
No P young
Forever love cuz
Letter to D young
Letter to D young
Forever love cuz