Swallow My Pride Video (MV)

My baby told me goodbye I was like f**k it I mind as well sit back and cry
Try and move on with my life, finally realized that I should be talking to God
Swallow my pride and I kneel, God I thought she was from You and then why do I feel
So broken without her here, but God is so good when I call Him I know that He hear

He said son don't be ashamed, but take responsibility for the way you behave
Son I need you to be brave and see that the way that you treated her led her away
And no that is not an attack, I know you've been scarred from the people that loved you and left
But I don't want you to regret, not doing everything possible to get her back

So I gotta do more than just say sorry
So I'm trying to remind you of why you love me

I lay my burdens down to God I pray He pick me up
I lay my burdens to the side and pray He lift me up

Ain't too proud to beg, please don't leave me
Ain't too proud to plead with you, please don't leave me

I'm sending flowers to the house, having my n****s DM her from different accounts
Like our brother way better with you then he doing without, and can you just please hear him out
Honestly feel like a goofy, honestly feel like these tactics some s**t I would see in a movie
But I'd rather swallow my pride then to loose you

I tried to make my insecurities all your burden to bare
I said things I knew would hurt and I said them because I was scared
I'm sorry that it took you leaving to realize that that wasn't fair
I'm sorry it took me you leaving to realize that that wasn't fair

I can't sleep without you at home
I feel the same in my bed that I feel on the road
Different cities every week is a blessing but without my baby at home it feels cold

I lay my burdens down to God I pray He pick me up
I lay my burdens to the side and pray He lift me up

Ain't too proud to beg, please don't leave me
Ain't too proud to plead with you, please don't leave me

Maybe this record will blow, maybe this record will help me to grow
Maybe I sit back and laugh at this s**t with my brothers a couple of years down the road
Maybe this record go viral, maybe they tell me its trash
But if my prayer gets answered for this track, this record is gon bring you back

Swallowing my pride