Young Sheed - Fewer & Further Between (Outro) Lyrics

1 a.m. driving thanking God for all my blessings
This all started as a yout who wouldn't take direction
This all started in High School sleeping out a van
And spending every dollar left at Kev's for studio sessions

Lavish dreams we had that came into fruition
Praying on a star and working to confirm the superstition
Surrounded only by the ones who share the vision
Didn't see it at the time but spoke it all into existence

Texting conversations that need to be had in person
I'm contemplating if this lifestyle is really worth is
Everything I didn't have and dreamed of being perfect
Seems to blow up in my face soon as I dig beneath the surface

I meditate on flashbacks from a past life
Or from my younger years I blink and then they flash by
Try not latch onto the feelings as they pass by
Sometimes they so strong I get taken back to that same spot

Sometimes I wake up and forget just where I'm at in timing
I turn around in bed and think ****** right beside me
Pick up the phone to ask ******* how her job going
Drive to my Nana's thinking she'll be on the porch smoking

Can't bring myself to dig into those feelings
Feel like the music is the only way to find a healing
I paint a picture of a season like an image
And I play it back from time to time when I'm tryna relive it

Stealing The Winter was the healing from my matrimony
By Any Means had me thinking I was happy lonely
Stealing The Summer was a vision of my future
Couldn't feel it at the time but still turned it to a happy moment

All of this stressing got me drinking heavy
Thought I had it all under control I guess it wasn't really
Last summer I was distant from the city
But I still had em singing Hail Mary like I'm Makaveli

I scary concept putting your heart on your sleeve
But I can only speak about the things I believe
And I can only call it by the way that I see
These days clarity getting fewer and further between

I scary concept putting your heart on your sleeve
But I can only speak about the things I believe
And I can only call it by the way that I see
These days clarity getting fewer and further between

It's Prince Sheed The First