Young Queso - Trust Lyrics

This year I'll be a better me
Try an make peace with all my enemies
Even though they coming for my legacy
Consistently attacking my integrity

I've been on a constant competition with myself
Always on the grind I got a vision for myself
Still tryin avoid head-on collision with myself
Cuz when I see reflection sometimes feel like someone else's

Back then we were sleeping on the couches
Now I drop a pin in location right where my house is
True
Hard to believe they could pick you
When last year I couldn't afford a Panera
Pick two

Walk inside the store and tell her pick two
Still got some problems I need to get through
Lot of thoughts in my mind that I need to sift through
Cuz lately trusting people the only thing causing issues

Always talk deliberate boy you know my intentions
I can't mess with drama leave my name out your mentions
Learning from mistakes done taught me to many lessons
Man you just kick me when I'm down so you can keep your suggestions
Man I've been working extra long and now she mad at me
Saying home is where she at an home is where she wish I rather be
In actuality need work on my spirituality
Cuz in reality this world coming for my morality

Its sad cuz lately I've been hearing friends be talking smack now
Smile to my face but then they talk behind my back now
Talk about my life now?
What you even know about my lifestyle
You ain't been inside my life for minute thats a light while
You don't even know bout the pain I'm feeling right now
Flash backs of my brother still alive every like night now
Lately I just save my energy for something worthwhile
Cuz I've been moving smarter man I'm trying to pick my fights now