Right now I'm on painkillers
Trust me it's a famekiller
I'm trynna forget her
Still don't f*cken feel the same with her
She took my all heart and stabbed all my wounds wetter
I been seeing doctors back and forth it's such a lame getter
Right now I'm on painkillers
Trust me it's a famekiller
Seems like she don't want me to live
It's like I can't get better
I been trynna blame myself for all my mistakes, kill her
How would I continue looking into that same mirror
And I, feel so denied
When I, look her in the eyes
I been trynna live this life like I'm supposed to be
Mama look at me and tell me who I am meant to be
I feel so alone in this f*cken life of misery
How I'm 'pposed to cry if I'm the one that they should seek
Left all my demons in the back
Told her I ain't going out like that
F*ck it, I ain't giving up that
Swear I'm living life
Right now I'm on painkillers
Trust me it's a famekiller
I'm trynna forget her
Still don't f*cken feel the same with her
She took my all heart and stabbed all my wounds wetter
I been seeing doctors back and forth it's such a lame getter
Right now I'm on painkillers
Trust me it's a famekiller
Seems like she don't want me to live
It's like I can't get better
I been trynna blame myself for all my mistakes, kill her
How would I continue looking into that same mirror
Right now I'm on painkillers
Trust me it's a famekiller
Seems like she don't want me to live
It's like I can't get better