Oh shit I just f*cked up
This alcohol sucked up
My money honey sorry sonny
This Christmas we're outta luck
Spent away on pills and gin
Past due on bills again
Finally got ya a bunny but
Have to fill ya tummy up
Practically sacked while I'm still up at work
Act casually tactful yet pack full of thirst
Frantically get up and then I start to curse
Panicky fed up before I start to burst
Floorin' it to the bar
No doubt will make it worst
Mix of pills and alcohol
Makes everything a blur
Gin a bit of vicoden
Been kippen me from wakin'
Spin flip a benz is an omen I'm forsaken'
But I still get up from beneath this pick-up
There's no pain cuz the pills were already taken'
Hip hop was never dead it won't stop
Twenty fourteen is the year it gains a legend
Lyrically inclined to make your head spin
To where your spine disconnects when
I spit it's a weapon
Promised this year I wouldn't boast
There goes my resolution
F*ck it I'll take a toast and kill this line
And make a post again
Two zero one four
Is one I have to make up for
Sorry, wife, son, just learned dad's got a problem
In the end though B we got out of Gotham
You'll grow up to be better than I am probably
Ever through you shows me you can always call me
Last year I was rappin about how I'm so "Matter of Facts"
Was a roller coaster with stacks and valleys but like sex
At least it ended on a climax
And I'll take the latter of that into next year and ride
Fabricated lines have been a cliché and a sin
Reality is lost in the eyes of the innocent
Turned a page where I can be more honest and more open
Copin' by dopin' hopin' it can stop me from my mopin'
If I didn't have support man I'm homeless double coat and
Slippery slopin' chokin' on garbage call me goat man
Got a drug line out of the way like we did back in the day
No sense of reality in the eyes of the innocent
Or Is it just a rugged line
Fabricated words a cliche and sin
I keep goin' no worry when I drop no doubt you know how why when
Next time I drop, will be my first album
I know I'm tired
Of these flies flyin'
Time flies when your time is spent f*ckin' fries fryin'
Weekends off why these guys lyin'
Wife callin' kids cryin'
Life stalling from past fast life I was all caught in
From prying eyes spyin'
But man without the will I think I've had my fill
Ignorance is bliss
Oh why in the hell when I had the chance didn't I take the blue pill