Is that what it feels like
It's a cold hard world when u realize
It's been bout 20 years it don't feel right
Hit my shot ballin out with the muddy sprite
I should be happy just to be alive
Been an uphill battle it's a gory fight
Sum bout the codine make me feel right
Sum bout feeling pain is real life
Ain't no way somebody could feel this way
Hardest thing was telling telling you stay away
I regret a lot of things but ur my home
Couldn't find the pieces when u left wooow
Could've sworn you took em when u left hoe
Tell me where u put them in distress oooo
Put them in a blunt faced it to the domee
Gotta face the facts I'm all aloneee
Pass me the f*cking bottle yo f*ck the double yo that shits so cliche
Is that what it feels like
It's a cold hard world when u realize
It's been bout 20 years it don't feel right
Hit my shot ballin out with the muddy sprite
I should be happy just to be alive
Been an uphill battle it's a gory fight
Sum bout the codine make me feel right
Sum bout feeling pain is real life
I try my best I can't give up
Feels like life's got a grip on my neck
Holding on to the past like duck my ex
Devil selling tickets like who's up next
Pop what I can I'm real sick
F*ck with her friends I'm the real deal
I get to high ima maniac
I take it all with a death appeal
I don't know why I'm fighting at all
Made me who I am
Made me this way
Is that what it feels like
It's a cold hard work when u realize
It's been bout 20 years it don't feel right
Hit my shot ballin out wit the muddy sprite
I should be happy just to be alive
Been an uphill battle it's a gory fight
Sum bout the codine make me feel right
Sum bout feeling pain is real life