Yoonasin - Dollhouse Lyrics

You realize that all the shit you used to care so much about
Just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind

Surrounded by negative energy
Reassure me or I'll live as a memory
Thought my dark days were already past me
Is it a crime to wanna be happy?

I know I can't go on like this
There's gotta be somewhere better than here
All the monsters that formed in my head
I know that they only came out of fear

Knife to my heart
You stab me
I fall apart
Tears like a waterfall
But I still forgive you
Others above me
Long as they're happy
All that matters
I can manage on my own

All that matters I can manage on my own
All that matters I can manage on my own

But I just pretend I'm fine on the outside
You'd never know, never know how much I've cried
All those sleepless nights I thought I'd just die
You'd never know, never know I'm not alright

All my life I grew up in a Dollhouse
Nobody moves, nobody even makes a sound
Everything's gotta be perfect always all the time
Feelin like a prisoner during the summertime

My thoughts keepin' me up at night
I don't know how I'm gonna survive
Through this mental, mental mental torture
It's just too much for me to order

My thoughts keepin' me up at night
I don't know how I'm gonna survive
Through this mental, mental mental torture
It's just too much for me to order

Going crazy in my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
All you do is twist me
Twist my words and hurt me
Going crazy in my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Weren't you there to save me?
You should just let me be

Someone should burn it down
Burn this house to the ground
I don't wanna be here
Let me just disappear
Treat me like a pin-up doll
Stitchin' up all my flaws
Left me hanging by a thread
Now I'm fine on my own

But I just pretend I'm fine on the outside
You'd never know, never know how much I've cried
All those sleepless nights I thought I'd just die
You'd never know, never know I'm not alright

All my life I grew up in a Dollhouse
Nobody moves, nobody even makes a sound
Everything's gotta be perfect always all the time
Feelin like a prisoner during the summertime

All my life I grew up in a Dollhouse
Nobody moves, nobody even makes a sound
Everything's gotta be perfect always all the time
Feelin like a prisoner during the summertime