Are you sure you want to love me
Can you deal with my moods because I have a few. I like to be alone sometimes that has nothing to do with you
I know I'll just need some time to regroup so I can be the best version of myself for you
Maybe it's over love. I'm sorry that I f*cked you up and that I'm not enough
I'm sorry that I came in and try to fix your pain. I gave you all my trust and then you left me in the rain
You gonna lose them how you get them. I told you all the things that f*cked me up and so you did them
I know I overthink it. Yeah, I swear I'm trying to get rid of it
I know that I'm taking all these drugs and that shit f*cking me up just a little bit
Can I show you that I turn myself into a better person
F*cked up so many times let me show you that you're worth it
Going through this pain. I've been popping all these painkillers. Overthink it cause of jealousy that shit like brain fillers
Thug it out all by yourself lil nigga. That's what made killers. All this pain, that's the shit that f*cking made me
And I'm so f*cked up in my head because you played me
And I'm so f*cked up in my head because you left me when I needed somebody to come and save me
Tell me what I mean to you. Baby if it's real love we gotta see it through
And my head's so f*cked up from those lies you told me cause it always had to be something that was new
F*cked up for so long had me go through that pain that I could wish you could feel. I wish you knew
All my f*cking thoughts keep going right back to my problems. I'm so f*cked up in my head cause I go through this trauma
I can't lie I'm so stuck on what to do. Cause I can't think about it like that it don't come with you