yiru - different Lyrics

And I know they want me dead, yuh yuh
Yuh, aye, thirty racks ain't healthy
Won't hurt you to help me
Got water like Belle Delphine
Don't use all your anger
It didn't work for me
I got all the friends I need
Don't overstep boundaries
What I want. What I want is different
You can't see. You can't see the vision
What I want is different, yuh, aye
What I want is different
Like the drugs in my belly when I'm sober
Like the lights in the kitchen in October, yuh
Aye, what I want. What I want is different
I was on the ground when you met me
Now shit crazy, yuh, asking me for selfies
You know what I want, yeah, you know what I want, yeah
Now you asking me for pi-