YGK ALTUM - ALTUM Lyrics

Yeah
Ay, ay, huh
What does this mean?
I thought we was cool while we were keepin' our dreams huh
I didn't mean, huh
To not up my bargain, I can't intervene, huh
I know it was me, huh
I know that I f*cked up, you fled on the scene
I cannot say too much, cause that I'm scared of the fact that I know what I did, hold on
Call me a hypocrite, but you know I had to keep to my side of the bid, huh
You was not even the only one strugglin' mentally up and then feelings within, huh
Other day we was just talkin' bout places we did, places we been
Niggas be talkin' bout bitches they f*cked, they gettin' stuck, call me a buck
Feel like a demon got horns in my head
But halo on it, what blood do I shed?
High like the mountains, but deep like the ocean
What mentality state does that scene put me in?
I do not know if I really just wanna get out of it
Cuz of the shit that I seen
Yes, I gain knowledge, but will it affect me
If I go to sleep and then see in my dreams
I run it up when you say that you can't
I get back up when I fall to the ground
There is no rules where that I cannot bend
Might have to bury the shit that's around, uh
But that was the old me
He tryin' to come back and then get to control me
I'm tryin' so hard to get out of my lonely
But feelings is mutual, why am I holding these hands
Every day that I wake up, just the thoughts of me
Makin' these muhf*ckin' - muhf*ckin' bands
Can't have distractions, but you comin' in with yo screamin' it makin' you sweat from your glands
It is not visible, but it's relivable
Makin' me mad just like I am a liberal
No, I'm not literal, cuz it's all figural
All in my head so that there is no digital
So its live or die, I'm just gonna spit and rhyme
I aim for high, hun, this is not my time
But I'll just keep pushin', tell its right
I'm tryna shine, I see the sun might make me blind
I'm countin' the stars like this money, all mine
You can't tie me up, I can't be in no binds