I'm so sad it's ridiculous
This shit not adding up ain't no arithmetic
I been stabbed in the back by my bestfriend
If we didn't have history he'd be a dead man
You apologized but f*ck that shit you said man
I'm not suicidal but I'm on the ledge man
Take one more L I'm jumping off the edge man
With a note that says I'm happy to be dead man
I'm not suicidal but I think about it
Negative energy got my head all crowded
I couldn't see the signs yeah my head my clouded
But I blame myself cause I just sat back and allowed it
I regret it all 2019 was a waste
Had everybody smiling laughing joking it was fate
You put me over anybody lied straight to my face
You had the chance to come clean you spoke up too late
Wait
But I'm defense that was yo friend too
And we was drunk so I wasn't even finna blame you
But then you told me everything ELSE that went on
You was wrong
Got me in my feelings when I'm writing songs
I'm so sad it's ridiculous
This shit not adding up ain't no arithmetic
I been stabbed in the back by my bestfriend
If we didn't have history he'd be a dead man
You apologized but f*ck that shit you said man
I'm not suicidal but I'm on the ledge man
Take one more L I'm jumping off the edge man
With a note that says I'm happy to be dead man
Day ones always switch up one day
Moving on move along life is like a one way
Call my phone won't pick up won't answer cause it's unsaved
Only get one chance to cross me I do not play
Loyal to the game only switch up when it's cross play
Bitch don't call my name when you see me go the other way
Wasn't about fame wasn't cool just cause you had clout
Had you on a pedestal you kicked me I was down and out
I need some real friends let's go get some real bands
I need a real girl that f*ck me til her legs cramps
It's 2020 damn I'm trynna see where yo head at
15 years 15 years now you can dead that
I'm so sad it's ridiculous
This shit not adding up ain't no arithmetic
I been stabbed in the back by my bestfriend
If we didn't have history he'd be a dead man
You apologized but f*ck that shit you said man
I'm not suicidal but I'm on the ledge man
Take one more L I'm jumping off the edge man
With a note that says I'm happy to be dead man