YG - 2004 Lyrics

When I was young, I got raped by a bitch twice my age
Picked me up from school to meet at hers and got laid
Ever since that day, I never looked at shit the same
F*cked up in the brain, pussy what I blame
Fried so you know why I like chicken wings
My life is insane like I'm from Baby Gang
How I'm 'posed to change with all this f*cked up shit I seen?
F*cked up, yeah, I know
F*cked up and some more
I'm so used to f*cked up, I get f*cked up at the show
F*cked up, yeah, I know
How f*cked up could it go?
Nipsey left me like how Biggie left Hov, woah
And Slim got his life stole
Tellin' myself I'll be alright though
Shit really f*ckin' with my cycle
My lil' bitch lost her life gettin' lipo'

They tell me, "Don't worry," they ask me if I'm okay
Motherf*ckers don't deserve me, not even on my worst day
This life shit crazy, grew up at a young age
Oh, babe, why you had to hurt me?

Okay, now, back when I was a juvie and shit
Got used for the dick, I ain't even know what to do with the bitch
Confused a bit
Her niece, I went to school with the bitch
My screws loose, who got the tools to fix?
So I went to the homies and we talked about it
They thought exotic
That was they only thoughts about it
Dick hard 'cause her clothes, she stripped all up out it
Hypnotized from them hips and thighs, all hypnotic
Yeah, that's when I bust my first nut
Young nigga with his dick all in a grown up
With the shits in real quick, how I growed up
Got took advantage of and I liked it, so what?
Y'all call that sex abuse shit
I just thought she was doin' some cool shit
If I would've told mama 'bout the new shit
The bitch probably would've been up on the news clip

They tell me, "Don't worry," they ask me if I'm okay
Motherf*ckers don't deserve me, not even on my worst day
This life shit crazy, grew up at a young age
Oh, babe, why you had to hurt me?

So just think before the next time you start asking
Why is you like that? Why is you savage?
Why every ho you f*ck with, it's never long-lasting?
No access to my heart, I give no passage
A bitch took advantage of me, I ain't got no trust
The bitch took advantage of me, I ain't give no f*cks
At fourteen years old, I got my dick sucked
At fourteen years old, I got my dick f*cked
The ho was thirty years old and I never told
Was dating her niece when this happened, it was wearin' on my soul
I ain't wanna spill the tea, so I just let her go
'Cause me and the auntie kept f*ckin' for sure
And, oh, one day, I felt like this was too much
I knew this wasn't regular as I grew up
She told me eat her ass, after that, I threw up
Ooh, can't believe I had my face in her butt

They tell me, "Don't worry" (worry), they ask me if I'm okay (okay)
Motherf*ckers don't deserve me (deserve me), not even on my worst day (worst day)
This life shit crazy (crazy), grew up at a young age (grew up at a young, young age)
Oh, babe (oh, babe), why you had to hurt me? (Oh)

You don't deserve me
You tried to hurt me
You don't deserve me
You don't, no, baby, you don't, no (you don't)
You don't deserve me (no)
You tried to hurt me (no)
Oh, babe