Yeodatrolls - Inside My Mind Lyrics

I'm stuck in my head can't step out the door
World outside spinning I can't take no more
Hands shaking dreams break when I see the sky
I should be flying but I'm grounded oh why?
Therapist says "Take it step by step"
But every little movement feels like a threat
Friends callin' me up sayin' "Where you at?"
But the fear's got me trapped like a cold hard fact
Got a thousand places in my mind I could roam
But the closer I get the more I want to go home

I'm lost in my space can't find my way
Agoraphobia's got me trapped in the gray
Wishin' I could step out feel the sun on my skin
But the walls they close in let that battle begin
These walls are my prison but they feel like home
In a crowd of my thoughts I'm forever alone
Fear like a shadow it holds me tight
Caught in this battle I'm losing the fight

Mirror on the wall tell me who's that guy?
A dreamer in a cage yeah I used to fly
Friends call my phone I just let it ring
Wishing they could understand all the pain that I bring
Late nights trapping vibes but I'm feelin' alone
Memories of freedom echo like a monotone
Got a heart full of dreams but they fade to black
And every step I take feels like I'm on the track
Social situations I just can't take the fall
Every little outing feels like climbing a wall

I'm lost in my space can't find my way
Agoraphobia's got me trapped in the gray
Wishin' I could step out feel the sun on my skin
But the walls they close in let that battle begin
These walls are my prison but they feel like home
In a crowd of my thoughts I'm forever alone
Fear like a shadow it holds me tight
Caught in this battle I'm losing the fight

Pressure building up like a storm in my chest
Gotta break these chains let me find some rest
Breathin' in deep gotta clear my head
But every little sound feels like I'm filled with dread
Visualize the open sky take it step by step
Know I gotta find a way no more fallin' back
Dreams are waiting for me outside of this gloom
But until that moment I'll just vibe to this tune
Living life freely but it's hard to see
Scrolling through images of places I should be

I'm lost in my space can't find my way
Agoraphobia's got me trapped in the gray
Wishin' I could step out feel the sun on my skin
But the walls they close in let that battle begin
These walls are my prison but they feel like home
In a crowd of my thoughts I'm forever alone
Fear like a shadow it holds me tight
Caught in this battle I'm losing the fight

Inside my mind I'm fighting every night
Searching for the courage trying to find the light
One step at a time I'm gonna break free
But for now in this struggle just let me be me
Till then I'll keep dreaming setting my sights
Hoping one day soon I'll step into the lights