Yeddi - Love Myself Lyrics

I've got some wounds I can't seem to heal
I've made mistakes I don't like to tell
I think love is something I can't feel
I think I'd rather learn to love myself
I refuse to think that this is real
But I'm not the type to ask for help
Why can't time just stop and be still
Sometimes I think I'd rather kill myself
Do you love me still
Because I feel like I got no one to lean on
Is any of this real
Because I feel like I need to wake up soon
Time flies by and it waits for no one
I remember when I couldn't wait to grow up
If only anybody could have somehow warned us
That this life just lets you down
Are you thinking about me tonight
Do your tears ever fall in the moonlight
Do you ever feel like this shit don't feel right
Well if you do I'll be right here for life
I can't take back anything I've done
It always feel like I don't got nowhere to run
I'd rather feel the smoke filling up my lungs
Than sit around all day feeling numb
Time flies by and it waits for no one
I wish that I could change that
Time flies by and it stops for no one
There's a lot I want to take back
I've got some wounds I can't seem to heal
I've made mistakes I don't like to tell
I think love is something I can't feel
I think I'd rather learn to love myself
I refuse to think that this is real
But I'm not the type to ask for help
Why can't time just stop and be still
Sometimes I think I'd rather kill myself