I think I love you, i can't help myself
Stay with me for awhile, have no one else
Can't let you get close
Feel the anxiety squeezing in my neck like I'm gonna choke
Sorry, it's not you, I'm just tired of feeling like shit ain't ever right, want it to be a joke
In my head always at war with myself
Too f*cking stubborn to admit i need help
Staring at the ceiling in the middle of the night
Thinking do i wanna endure another day in my life
Hate when I get like this
Been ready to call it quits
But I'm too pussy to commit
Tried a few times and I'm still here but next time I won't miss
I do wanna let you in
But afraid you'll run when you see my sins
At least if you hurt me i can wash my wounds off with some of this gin