Wish I could runaway, disappear, let me hide
Can't show how i feel, I turn off all the lights
Hate that I'm miserable but it's just the usual
If life's so beautiful, I wanna have my funeral
Mistakes
Heartache
Last so long that it frustrates me
All this weight pushing down, feeling like I'm sinking
Bury it deep within till it's f*cking numb
Dug a hole deeper than
What I saw myself being in
Fingers slipping, sink or swim
Thinking of what could've been
All these drugs are not enough
All these cups are not enough
Such a f*cking torture living
Man I think I had enough