You were there but you were gone
I was scared but now I'm stronger
You put up a blazing fight
I refused to draw my knife
For the thousandth time
And I'm sorry you never saw it coming
Maybe you weren't looking at me
Looking at me
And I just wanted you to tell me
I was beautiful
When I didn't feel beautiful
And I just wanted you to take control
Of the situation
And it breaks your heart
But it breaks mine
Coz I don't want to fight for this love
Never a right time
Never a sure thought
I cut it all off without knowing if
Better days were coming
And I still have bad ones
But I'm stronger
And I'm sorry you never saw it coming
Maybe you weren't looking at me
Looking at me
And I just wanted you to tell me
I was beautiful
When I didn't feel beautiful
And I just wanted you to take control
Of the situation
And it breaks your heart
But it breaks mine
Coz I don't want to fight for this love