Yannick Emminger - Man of Hate Lyrics

I was born in a loving family, raised by caring parents
Me and my sisters got along in the room that we were sharing
Had an awesome childhood, never the need to be complaining
Did some shit as a teenager but technically it was the same then
I thought I could do anything only if I try
That thought changed quickly on the day my father died
I questioned God, questioned life, how can this happen?
Even questioned myself, I did nothing, I simply sat there
Evil thoughts come up because you just don't understand
What to do, what to think, when life slips out of your hand
Now I am different man compared to how i used to be
Living an antisocial life, full of fear and full of agony
I don't know , I don't know why
Maybe to kill the pain away
I have become, and can't deny
To be a man of hate
I don't know , I don't know why
Maybe to kill the pain away
I have become, and can't deny
To be a man of hate
A man of hate, I am a man of hate
Lost control, Lost my mind, lost sense out of my sight
Lost the will, lost the thrill, lost the fun of being alive
I hate spontaneous smalltalk, it feels so unnatural
If I wanna talk to you then I'll call you on your cellphone
Please don't get me wrong, I'm not complete negatively minded
But pessimism plays the major role in my mindset
I hope some I'll have a better view on the reality
And the world I live in feels like an actual place to be
That the lyrics I write will be about friends and love
That the music i make will bring some light to the dark
That the wounds of my body will become scars
And the scars remain scars, so i remember the past
But until things ain't changing and I ain't healed
The only thing, I can feel, for me, is hate
I don't know, I don't know why
Maybe to kill the pain away
I have become and can't deny
To be a man of hate
I don't know , I don't know why
Maybe to kill the pain away
I have become, and can't deny
To be a man of hate
Man of hate
Man of hate
Man of hate
Man of hate
I don't know, I don't know why
Maybe to kill the pain away
I have become and can't deny
To be a man of hate