I am addicted to the love
And I am addicted to the pain
I wish that there was a way to end it
But from it, nothing obtained
Feeling all empty and void
Which you can never refill
You try to make it and to push it
Liver can't take the pills
Feeling all sad and all depressed
But nobody understands
I don't know what is wrong
I feel like I'm just taking commands
My parents raised me to be strong
I wish it's all in my hands
I wanna be inside my dreams
To die, and fall in a trance
I think about my life
I sit and stare a goodbye
Thinking that everyone will be happy
As soon as I die
Leaving my life, my love
And everything just leave it behind
Cuz they don't know the feelings
Created inside of my mind
And I can't take it anymore
You know what f*ck this is it
I feel like life has given up
I feel like I'm at the end
I wish there was someone
Who can come by and just
Be my friend
I love my girlfriend
But she doesn't
Understand what I'm in
I am addicted to the love
And I am addicted to the pain
I wish that there was a way to end it
But from it, nothing obtained
Feeling all empty and void
Which you can never refill
You try to make it and to push it
Liver can't take the pills
Feeling all sad and all depressed
But nobody understands
I don't know what is wrong
I feel like I'm just taking commands
My parents raised me to be strong
I wish it's all in my hands
I wanna be inside my dreams
To die, and fall in a trance
I think about my life
I sit and stare a goodbye
Thinking that everyone will be happy
As soon as I die
Leaving my life, my love
And everything just leave it behind
Cuz they don't know the feelings
Created inside of my mind
And I can't take it anymore
You know what f*ck this is it
I feel like life has given up
I feel like I'm at the end
I wish there was someone
Who can come by and just
Be my friend
I love my girlfriend
But she doesn't
Understand what I'm in
These feelings you cannot just grab
Just take and replace
I'm scared that one day I will find
A guy that's taking my place
Scared that one day people
Will see a tear fall off my face
I keep on wishing that
Everything will just fall into place
I am addicted to the love
And I am addicted to the pain
I wish that there was a way to end it
But from it, nothing obtained
Feeling all empty and void
Which you can never refill
You try to make it and to push it
Liver can't take the pills
Feeling all sad and all depressed
But nobody understands
I don't know what is wrong
I feel like I'm just taking commands
My parents raised me to be strong
I wish it's all in my hands
I wanna be inside my dreams
To die, and fall in a trance