Yada P. - Scary Thoughts Lyrics

Wtf I'm posed to do?
Wtf I'm posed to do?
You in love with him
I'm in love with you
Always goin back & forth
Thought that's what lover's do
Never thought you'd leave me
I guess I didn't have a clue

Got me crying in my pillow
I been crying in my pillow
Karma kicking me like kimbo
Feel like I'm in a limbo
Somehow I cannot let go
Still feel like this is what we meant for
Remember you told me that you would never leave
You with someone else is some I'd never see
I guess I'm still Ray Charles
Because I haven't seen
I know I have my faults didn't know how damaging
That you would find someone
To give yo love
This shits embarrassing
I can't go a day without you on my mind
I send a text
You don't reply
Guess you don't got no time
I see the signs
But it feel better to believe the lies
It's getting scary
Jeepers creepers
Where'd you get them eyes
I wear to disguise
& I pretend that everything's ok
But all think about
Is how he probably call you bae
Or how I'm begging you to talk
But yall speak everyday
I'm bout to cry
But this just shit I felt I need to say

Cause wtf I'm posed to do?
Wtf I'm posed to do?
You in love with him
I'm in love with you
Always goin back & forth
Thought that's what lover's do
Never thought you'd leave me
I guess I didn't have a clue
Shiiddd
Wtf I'm posed to do?
You in love with him
I'm in love with you
Always goin back & forth
Thought that's what lover's do
Thought you'd never leave me
I guess I didn't have a clue

I been crying in my pillow
Yea I'm still crying in my pillow
At night my mind is like a disco
Drinking til I pass out
While I'm fying up this indo
If it wasn't for that
I'd probably fly right out the window
Shiiidd Most even know that I ain't thinking straight
I cried & told him
About you I'm down to catch a case
Kill that nigga
& proudly go sit down in my cage
Most took my gun
Cause he knew I was tryna find a way
I told you I'm not into competition
Cause for dub
I might do anything
& I don't want the demon to come out of me
& tequila been guiding me
Devil at my door
Like you ain't called for weeks
& I can't open up
Cause I got god with me
I'm tryna keep my faith
But I been going crazy
I just wish I had a Time Machine & maybe I could save it
I know I'm the blame for everything
& all these different changes
So late at night
I close my eyes
& just continuing praying in

Cause wtf I'm posed to do?
Wtf I'm posed to do?
You in love with him
I'm in love with you
Always goin back & forth
Thought that's what lover's do
Never thought you'd leave me
I guess I didn't have a clue
Shiiddd
Wtf I'm posed to do?
You in love with him
I'm in love with you
Always goin back & forth
Thought that's what lover's do
Thought you'd never leave me
I guess I didn't have a clue