Demons they sit on my shoulder and watch me in silence
I lay in my room and cry to my self feel the water it drip through my eye lids
God gave me battles in all different sizes
Numb
Don't matter how hard I fight
Or whatever way I try
Can't escape from black an white
Gone
Drugs the bandage for my mental health
Sadness and tragedies, Instore to better myself
Ouuu
Can't get her out out of my head
All the text that I misread
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Trapped in a box with no way out that's for certain
Sorry for every time I been a burden
Learned all my lessons a whole different person
Whoa
I don't know I'm really lonely
Gotta stay 10 toes down just like I'm tony
Niggas talkin right behind my back I think it broke me
Stabbed in the back it turned out they weren't my homes
Every body photoshop stuck on adobe
I try so hard to find my way
But there's no destination l
If I'm guilty for the bad bring me to the station
Don't steal my heart cause there is no legislation
What the f*ck is happening with my thoughts I just need justification
In my head I want to be dead but over and over I can't stop breathing
In my head I want to be dead but over and over I feel this misery
Sometimes when you are at your lowest, and you fight down deep inside
You can be at your strongest, you just got to keep pushin
Numb
Don't matter how hard I fight
Numb
Whoa ohh ohh ohh