I was close to f*ckin death
Yeah was close to f*ckin death
All em suicidal thought
They be runnin thru my head
Like a mother f*ckin maze
I am trapped inside
I cannot find an out
So I try to run and hide before they f*ckin find me
All I wanna do is cry
In my bed I wanna lie
No I cannot tell a lie
Everybody wanna die
I just wanna get so high
I can't seem to escape the painl
Why you fronting
Ain't no game
It's the mother f*ckin difference
If you live or you must go
Why you say that
You is cold
Like you runnin thru the snow
In the mother f*ckin hills
I just wanna swallow pills
So the pain I cannot feel
It's my only way to heal
Just fill me up
With the mother f*ckin drugs
I had f*ckin gave up
On that short ass life of love
It is just a f*ckin word
It don't really mean shit
If everybody say it
It ain't ever happenin
What I gotta do to win
Cause I'm always on the ground
All em haters kick me down
So I try to stand up
But I ain't got enough
Will and f*ckin strength
Ain't no boundaries ain't no length
Ain't no mother f*ckin limit
Every man for himself
No matter what the wealth
No matter what the net pay
Bruh f*ck up his health
I'm just over here in stealth
Mode ain't got no hoe
That's how life goes
Everyday
You see the people
That you thought
You knew the most
Then one day
They someone else oh
Lord oh no oh lord oh no
Why Am I just like this tho
All I wanted was to be normal
Not this f*cked up mental mind
Now I'm in my bed I'm cryin
I ain't mean to wet your eyes
But please don't cry
When it comes my time
It's up to you to choose ya fate
Everybody love and hate
Everybody love and hate
But every soul evaporate
You just gotta move on
When it's time for them to go
Even if it is ya bro
Even if it is ya sister
F*ck it could just be ya hoe
But I know you love em both
So we all just gotta pray
That everything will be okay
When I first met you
I was comin in the game
I be on a brand new level
So I really can't complain
