[ Featuring Nyx ]
I wish you didn't tell me no.
If only i were there with you right now
You wouldn't be able to run from me.
**male spoken**
"Oh you don't like that?"
"I thought you loved it when I got this way, craving you"
"Getting violent just from the thought of you?"
**male spoken**
"No!?"
"Awe you must hate me then."
His words cut like a blade,
It's like a thorn in my side,
Never should have stayed.
The shadows are consuming me,
The drugs dulling my pain.
A simple pleasure, but a dumb solution.
I can't believe I ever stayed,
I can't understand why you changed.
Used to say you loved me,
Never brought up anything naughty.
But did you truly only want sex from me...
I can't breath,
I can feel the panic rising.
I wasn't perfect,
Never was "good enough" for you.
Did you truly only want sex from me..?
Did you ever see me for me?
Or did you just use me for my body?
No matter what I did,
You always chased after me.
Messy hair, no make-up, you said you "loved me"
But darling was it just a lie?
Did you really love me?
Or did you just want sex from me..?
can't believe I ever stayed,
I can't understand why you changed.
Used to say you loved me,
Never brought up anything naughty.
But did you truly only want sex from me...
I can feel it in the back of my throat,
As my breaths hyperventilate.
I can hear in the back of my brain,
In my panicked state.
You said I wanted this,
Put all the blame on me!
But darling you don't seem to understand...
"...
