Momma said I look so down and fatigued
Maybe I'm losing my way
I ain't seen some of my people in a minute
We're just a phone call away
Overdosing in my thoughts
I've been feeling lost
I should focus on the way
Drowning in Courvoisier
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
Momma said I look so down and fatigued
Maybe I'm losing my way
I ain't seen some of my people in a minute
We're just a phone call away
Overdosing in my thoughts
I've been feeling lost
I should focus on the way
Drowning in Courvoisier
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
Drowning in Courvoisier
Bring some ice to ease the pain
Ain't no sleep for the broken ones
These demons keep me awake
I am drained, man I ain't slept in days
Sister said all the world is against me
Hmmm
Couldn't denied it, I could sense it
Low frequencies stress me
Depression is obsessed with me
Meant to bless the world but ain't nobody trynna bless me
Sorry Pops, but
No more need for lectures
I got your degree but now is time to chase my greatness
Dealing with people lately for me has been so draining
F*ck expectations
That's why I missed my graduation
Living in triples like Curry
And it's hard to stay sane
Suicide has been a destination on my darkest days
It's hard to show love when all you get is stress and pain
I'm just trynna find myself again
Momma said I look so down and fatigued
Maybe I'm losing my way
I ain't seen some of my people in a minute
We're just a phone call away
Overdosing in my thoughts
I've been feeling lost
I should focus on the way
Drowning in Courvoisier
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
No more tears, no more tears
Don't wanna see you cry no more
She says I look tired, but I know she's tired
So how can I stop when momma's knee are sore
But she's standing strong
Pops had told me most of them will turn fake
They claim they love but they're holding a grudge
I know he stresses 'cause he wants the best for me
And I stress 'cause he shouldn't worry that much
Losing hope in humanity
Got my creativity vanishing
I've been panicking
All of my thoughts are on a mosh pit
Rights plans with the wrong people got me dealing with drama
My selfish ways got me dealing with karma
Spliff and a cognac in hopes I forget it all
Can't get high enough to avoid these lows
So many takers but no givers
Done talking dreams with non believers
My phone has been blowing up
I ain't been picking up
Not today I got so much on my plate
F*ck all these pills, I need peace
A doctor could never understand my current mental state
If I die tomorrow I hope that my soul elevates
And that my baby girl remains safe
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
Momma said I look so down and fatigued
Maybe I'm losing my way
I ain't seen some of my people in a minute
We're just a phone call away
Overdosing in my thoughts
I've been feeling lost
I should focus on the way
Drowning in Courvoisier
I'm drowning in Courvoisier
This so called depression was a bitch but it didn't kill me
It was just a state of mind and I could feel it
I didn't tell my people
I rose back from the ashes like a phoenix
So raise your head high 'cause you can beat it
Wilzzr