Von Million - Blessed Lyrics

Picture me rolling I'm Rolling in cash
I get to this money you sit in your ass
Im chasing like money like Tag
I been in the field why throwing flags
Im a angel by day im a devil at dawn
Sankes in the grass need to clean up my lawn
I dont get no rest Stop flexing your chest
I'm the king of the board and bitch you the pawn
Im trinnah do right don't look at me wrong
Can't Wait on my blessings they taking too long
Im stuck in a place where I don't belong
Took all my pain and put it in a song
My momma would struggle my brother was slanging
24/7 polices was banging
In too much trouble when i was a kid
Ain't got no regrets for the shit that i did
Got it by my lonely
Never been phony
Shit ain't the same Rest in peace to my homies
You getting money that shit is bologna
How you goin hate me you don't even know me
I don't need no shooters cause shooters could miss
I don't need no friends I don't need a bitch
In high school they act like they didn't even know me
Now I got hits and you all on my
I Should feel like I'm blessed But really I'm stressed
They Killing for nothing I feel like I'm next
Just for a dollar they aim at you collar
Or just for a check they aim at your neck
They call me a menace a menace like dennis
I can't be a saint I'm already a sinner
I'm changing my life Need my demons diminished
You started your race but I'm already finish
Prepared for the bad But pray for the good
Don't nothing go right When you live in the hood
Don't like who I am so They want me to change
They don't understand me im misunderstood
Been on my own now I'm feeling stranded
Don't take it for granted Don't nothing come handed
Stick to that paper and ball like a laker
If you getting money them haters cant stand it
No love in my city just dealing and killing
Ain't have no hero so now im a villian
Don't got no time to be slipping and snoozing
They booting and shooting They picking and peeling
Bitch im the man aint never goin change
You Swerving too much nigga stay in your lane
Hang with killers turned me to a killer
I'm in love millions its all in my name
Once i was blind But now i see clear
Ain't listen to god But now I can hear
Never been lost cause bitch I was here
Im drowning in ice used to drown in my tears
How do I feel I feel like im dead
Listen to demons inside if my head
Back when i ain't have no food or no place
You had a bed you was already fed
Struggling made me Hustlers raised me
Been around choppas since I was a baby
This shit get deeper they call me a reaper
This world is too cold gotta stay with a heater
I just want the money I don't want the fame
Been hurt for too long im numb to the pain
Get to stepping like martin im hurting your heart Im not taking no part in you silly lil games