Double check 'til my fingers hurt, then I go to bed
Or I try to go to bed but then I'm up, double-checking in the dark 'til my fingers hurt
I used to like waiting (waiting)
I used to like eating 'til my plate was clean
I used to like planes, entertaining, preconceived arrangements (planes and entertaining),
And staying around 'til everybody else went home
My brain's deflating (my brain's deflating)
I am, I am, I am, I am explaining
Maybe I should just finish later (just finish later)
I wanna double-check again
I wanna say yes when I mean it
I wanna be staring somewhere other than the ceiling
I wanna get better at breathing
And seeing myself out
I used to like this
I used to like this
I think I used to like this
Right?