Decluttering my safe space
I'm almost sure I'm doomed
Cause I flinch again and again
I don't want a change
When everything is comfortably black
I'm not even that romantic anymore
I don't feel bad anymore
I've felt the same so many times
I learned to ignore it
I thought so many times to end it
But if there's something I can tell
Is how empowering's to fight back
It's not really comfortable
So I don't know what the f*ck it is about
I know it's not 6 years ago anymore
And you're screaming right at me to find a place
But how can I
When I still haven't found out why